When I was a little girl I always knew I was different. I never felt like I fit in at school. My family was rich and I was forced into a public school with poor kids who couldn’t relate to me. From a young age I knew the other girls and some boys as well were jealous of me. I had confidence and a strong presence even before I was fully aware of what it was. Looking back now, I realize it was God’s strength pushing me forward and preparing me for this journey. I didn’t have many friends, so I learned to rely on myself.
After my experience with God speaking to me personally, my sense of self only increased tenfold and I was on my way to being a true Warrior for Christ.
I was rarely invited to the birthday parties or sleepovers of the other girls, but I didn’t really want to be. They were poor and didn’t dress as well as I did. My family was very well off and I didn’t feel like I should hide the fact that we were better than they were.
My long black hair and smooth skin only intimidated girls more and more as we became teenagers and I embraced my body. I was NEVER promiscuous in any way and was devout in my love of God. But as women can be catty, I became a target for their innuendo and hatred.
So friends, I guess the point I’m making is that my whole life has been a journey dealing with jealousy, envy, and hatred of others.
The fact is that in a lot of ways, I AM better than most people. I should not have to apologize for that. My family doesn’t associate with poor people. We own nice things. My husband has worked very hard to provide us with a luxurious lifestyle. And I deserve it.
As a woman of Guatemalan descent, I have riches now that my extended family could never have dreamed of. I paved my OWN way to this prosperous life.
I have no sympathy for poor people who choose to live in a deplorable way.
I have no sympathy for people who are cheap and buy tacky things.
STRIVE FOR MORE. BE MORE. I like to say that if I don’t know you, then you aren’t really worth knowing. Be in my circle. Become one with my lifestyle. Being rich is amazing I hope you all can enjoy it someday.
I cherish you, fans.