Good evening friends. I hope you all are having a glorious weekend as you prepare to begin the new week. I’ve had a thought provoking few days and wish to speak on it.
First and foremost, this whole “Super Bowl” fiasco is always disheartening to me. I fully believe organized sports do nothing but promote gang mentality among minorities and gives black people an excuse to gamble illegally and become intoxicated. Take a moment and think of how much of YOUR tax money has gone to support an EBT fueled game celebration? It’s not something I can support.
As some of you are aware, my husband had the day off of work on Friday so he invited me to the country club to accompany him on the golf course so that I could carry his equipment while he played. I was very excited because I rarely get to leave the house during the week and because it meant alot that he would want me to go with him. A romantic afternoon on the greens.
The day started off pleasant enough until we arrived and I decided to take a picture of us together. Now, I know he doesn’t like having his picture taken and for that I accept responsibility. Maybe he was startled but for whatever reason he quite forcefully slapped the phone from my hand. I was surprised because he hadn’t struck me in years since our youngest daughter was a child. I apologized and we went on about the day but his mood hasn’t fully restored. Tonight he is with some work friends to watch this dreadful game and I am pondering.
I know it’s my fault he is angry with me I just want to do something extravagant to make it up to him. He hasn’t been speaking to me much other than on our veranda last evening and this morning at church. I feel he is still angry and upset with me. Should I make his favorite foods or perhaps dress in my finest evening wear? I cannot live if he isn’t happy with me. I feel as though my soul is being drained. If he is unhappy then I am failing in my vows and I refuse to accept that.
Matrimony is the most Holy thing in my life and I take my vows seriously with every breath. As a wife it’s my responsibility alone to ensure that my husband is happy in every way. Do you have any thoughts or suggestions? He hasn’t been violent in years and to see that sort of fire again has me feeling as though I am failing in a way that I can’t comprehend.
As always I wish you all positive auras and a fulfilled week. I do cherish each and every one of you. To God be the ultimate glory.